It get's better, right?

Life is zooming by rather quickly. Certain things I wish would just slow down in order for me to grasp it, others I can’t wait until it’s time.

Right now I’m a mess. I feel defeated and just want to give up. Life doesn’t seem to be in our favor right now, or should I say, it never really was. Which makes me believe that things won’t be okay in the end. I don’t get why we are always get picked on, kicked, and even walked all over when all we do is try to help those around us.
The only thing that is keeping me somewhat sane is knowing that I have to at least try and stay calm for the sake of my baby. Its hard doing so, but I have to. I don’t think I’d have faith if it weren’t for our gummy bear.

It will get better. It has to.